A year I managed to get through, using all the tools and family support that I could gather to me. I realize I’m late writing this, as the year anniversary of his death was June 22nd. But it is difficult to get into too deeply. The sorrow rides me constantly and I miss him so much.
On June 22nd I spent the day listening to his music, going through photo albums, and focusing mostly on the good memories. There were tears. There will always be tears that come and go like waves on the ocean. But those tears are bearable. The loss is bearable. Because I know he would want me to continue on, live happily, and do all the things that bring me joy.
So….I honor my son. His life. His death. The love he gave. The bond we have. All the memories – wonderful and horrible. My Pisces child. MY SON.
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